I have found as of late that I am addicted to noise. Not anything specific, just noise. Television on, I am not watching it, I tinker around with You Tube, but I am not listening.
Complete and utter zoned.
Drowning out everything? Putting senseless useless noise to the forefront so I can avoid what is ever present and glaring?
I try not to think about it too much.
The amount of information that comes in on a daily basis is just that overwhelming that if I really thought about it? I'd lose my mind.
Again, as I recall I lost it long ago.